&itsjustme.

nothing out of the blue.

2009-11-23T08:07:00.001-08:00

Thoughts, consideration and acceptance were first.
But it was more then that.
Those smiles and the short lived memories,
Did not add up to that short get away.
When i was thinking of you,
It made me wonder if you were too.
You always had a special place in my heart,
Always will,
Be it accepted or not,
One cant change that it happened and that it was once felt.
It may have been purely solo,
but it was one heck of a ride.
despite those controversies,
i never failed to continue believing and trust those heartfelt feelings.
and now i wonder,
if i've fallen for the foolishness.

2009-05-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

" Things were not suppose to be that way.

Tense,confused and affecting the present.

Life shouldnt be so complex,

it should be filled with love and understanding.

Not to mention happiness.

Just when was the last time,

a smile came from your heart? "

Venetta's all hyped about her party.
Its filled with fun, food and pure laughter.
Its her fabulous fourteen ladies and gents!
And me? I cant wait.
Aprillia's the super planner and she's crowned the laughing queen by both Moira and I.
Seriously, that girl cant stop. Oh well, i still love her. Venetta and Moira too!
We're going to party non stop!
Whoohoo! :D

XoXo,
Amelia.

2009-05-24T01:10:00.000-07:00

"Being able to say goodbye to those words,

that past,the precious memories,

its what make things so hard."

The month of may is already nearing the end. June is coming soon and so is the school break. Exams are finaly over and its time to focus on what is going on at the present. I guess that when youre so crop up with things, its hard to be in tune with the other parts of your life. Things may be pleasant, or it may even be harsh. You never know, but i guess, one should take things one step at a time.

So my plans for June's break? Nothing much really. I still have to return to school quite alot. Dance camps, senate meetings and maybe even for talent academy. I need to stay active though. Cant afford to go rusty for dance. Professor Hon is returning from Seattle. I cant wait. I miss her teachings. Reahearsals are going to be fast paced. Its going to get tougher to keep up. We will though! I cant wait to perform "Bench". Its our performance piece for July showcase. Speaking of performances, the dance faculty are going to watch The Culberg Ballet along with another art festival dance shows in the holidays. Its going to be super cool. Fingers crossed.

BirthdaysBirthdayBirthdays are coming up in the month of June. I'm in need of present hunting. I have to start saving up cash. Yikes!

Xoxo,
Amelia.

that halt.

2009-02-26T21:49:00.000-08:00

Difficulty is the word.

Things are just getting too overwhelming at this point.

Time flies so fast that when we stop and take a look back, we just go WOW.

I've never really noticed how fast the journey was,its not over but it certainly has been worthwhile.

Things are going really fast in school. Academics,dance and even life at home. I guess there is a need to be strong and just go all out. Staying on top of my work at the moment is my BIG priority. Well, i'm currently running for my school senate. I hope that i made the right choice, and whether i get in or not, it doesnt really matter much. I am satisfied just as long i stay on track. Life is really starting to get difficult now. You dont know what is coming or when. It just happens. I cant even believe its already 2009. Turning fifteen would be a really big thing. I cant even spell what i feel inside. Its just so awesome yet so overwhelming.

Friends has been great. Being there for one another. Laughing,joking,working hard together, its just been a very memorable ride.

Ive got to log out now. School's lab is chasing me out. The teacher i mean. (:

With Love,

Amelia.

FLATULANCE

2009-01-31T05:05:00.001-08:00

Marry me Juliet,
You'll never have to be alone.

Flatulance.
Do you know what that means?
Fart.
Seriously. Go look it up in the dictionary.
Mrs Sara was talking about it in science on Friday. That was before she started on Osmosis and Diffusion. She's damn funny. School's been great. I havent had an off ballet class yet. Thank god.
Renee is crazy this week. Really crazy, to me that is.
I've been calling Nabil,LIBAN. Venetta laughs whenever i say that. It sounds terrorist like. No offence bigboy. Hahas.
Artsfission today was fun. We had to create imagery on fireflies. Hilarious.I met Shermaine for awhile. Missed her. My sister had a trial dance class and art class today. Ms Wong says that she is doing fine. That was a surprise. As far as I know, she's one little monkey. And speaking of monkeys, i call gilbert a monkey and veronia says that we are both lovers? Veron, not true. Hahas.

I am having cravings for Mr Bean SoyaMilk.
Anyone willing to buy?

Pasts and Presents

2009-01-27T02:17:00.000-08:00

Shermaine uploaded this on her blog. This photo was taken last year. Its been ages.

I guess i miss the times i was with all of my friends,being in the same school and just hanging out.

Goshhhh, i miss all of you guys! We should have a gathering one day! :D

But, I didnt regret coming into SOTA. Though its tiring, it has been a journey thats worthwhile.

Sometimes, oppurtunities only come knocking once, and who knows when it will come again s grab it when you can butonly when you think you are ready.

School resumes tomorrow! Yipeeeeeee!

Gosh theres chinese dane in the morning,followed by ballet and modern in the evening. I need to work on my flexibility for chinese dance. I need more range which means, i need to stretch out my muscles. Gosh,i really need to workworkwork. Stuck at home on a holiday. I went for swimming again this morning. It slipped my mind that yesterday was a public holiday and that the pools would be closed. So yes i had to make my way back. Aniway, i went for dinner with my dad. :D

In need to complete my math assignments.

Goodbye!

With love,

Amelia.

A glimpse of darkness.

2009-01-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

Hey to all!
An elipse is forming!
So get out and witness it for yourself!
I know i am.

Ps: Happy chinese New Year!

Update again soon. I'm going swimming afterwards.
With love,
Amelia

A blast in.

2009-01-24T23:14:00.000-08:00

Back to school it is yeah?
Its already the third week,heading on fourth.
Its been a blast. I am glad that school had resumed. My hours are even longer this year.
Sucks? Not really. Weird enough, i am kinda happy that its longer. School's been wild too. Especially with the new year ones. Many new teachers as well. Major difference.
Andd,chinese new year celebration was quite fun. My class made use of Daniel for our game. Honestly,it was a blast to hit him. I went home to prepare for the family chalet right afterwards .
Speaking about family Chalet, it was fun and definitely a good breakaway.
Made alot of friends too, bugs. :D
You should see how much they love me.

The jetty,sunsets,barbeque,games and laughter, it was a jolly good ride.
And now, to the present time and say hello to reality. Mugging to "the last song",seondhand serenade.

Photos another day yeah?
With Love,
Amelia.

2009-01-10T21:11:00.000-08:00

As obvious as it is,
I'm currently busy at the moment.
Hope to update as soon as possible yeah?
Fingers crossed.

With Love,
Amelia.

2008-11-12T01:07:00.000-08:00

OkayOkayOkay.
How was chalet?
One word : interesting.
How do I feel about it?
Two words : Mixed feelings.
Was it worth it?
Three words : I guess Yes. :D
-Though it could have been better.

It was back to school today. Ballet lesson with Professor Hon.
Want a debrief about it? :
AN OFF DAY D:

Adductors were “numbing” me with pain due to its tightness. I am so gonna have a rough time during physio tomorrow. I am going to be a celefare[an actress with small parts] again. Its alright Amelia, think ZEN.
ZenZenZen.
A label: I need a Zen Tutor.
Nahs, actually I need my mp3 and a pillow to bite. I don’t mind washing the pillow cases. I’ve washed them before. Returned 100percent germs free. :D

Jolene’s Chinese Orchestra concert is this Saturday.
I am going to meet J-ason at 3pm before heading there.
Its at Victoria Concert Hall, so basically I am going to enjoy a long walk there.
Reminder: I need to pay $6 for my ticket.
Cheap? Jolene had paid half for me.
Thankyouu. (:

One pillow aint enough for me to shout in.
How about another one?

2008-11-10T00:04:00.000-08:00

I had a conversation with rei. She's "starcrossed" by the way.

starcrossed. says: (3:38:07 PM)
okay
starcrossed. says: (3:38:12 PM)
my mother thinks i'm getting fat
starcrossed. says: (3:38:21 PM)
let's set up a club for ano ppl shall we?

starcrossed. says: (3:38:58 PM)
anyway,i don't care
♥Amelia is her name. says: (3:39:05 PM)
No carbo no sugar + essentric.
starcrossed. says: (3:39:06 PM)
i am gonna start losing weight.
starcrossed. says: (3:39:20 PM)
oh dear,i'm saying this while sucking on rock candy
♥Amelia is her name. says: (3:39:29 PM)
lols
♥Amelia is her name. says: (3:39:44 PM)
gosh,join the club.

Ps: Ano = Anorexic. She's really thin and on a diet!

Gosh.

My class gathering's tomorrow. Meeting up with old friends. Chalet is bound to be filled with the unexpected. So yes, i am going to be out and away. TTFN!

There's always room for the unexpected. Emotions just follows.

I guess i am a girl who just cant be moved,

or should i say :
"-Miss Independent."

2008-11-07T21:18:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY-8th November 2008

Events:

DANCE-CHALET.

-i love my day.

2008-11-07T05:14:00.001-08:00

Jolene's going through Boston.

-How lucky is she huh?

*winks*

&I went for gym today.

Melissa Ann Nicolich was there!

Gosh i misse-d her. Lots and lots. So yes you could say that it was a mini-reunion.

A good one, and a Happy Pregnancy Ms DeCruz!

Hope you have a good delivery.

Mrs Foo sent me home. She's my gym coach. Yes i misse-d her too. Six years of guidance.

She was the first Singaporean to win a gold medal in the SEA-games.

Cool right?

Someone promised to play the song "hurt" on the piano on my birthday.

&I dont know what to get for two special people.

2008-11-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

I've already had my dance evaluation.
Band 1.
It aint good at all.
Though i have to accept it and since it is the best for my body, i have to work even harder. Ballet today was mainly on plies and the toning of the body. We practiced alot on plies and passe.
I feel those muscles and yes they do ache alot, even now.

"&I want to work at Made With Love."

Jolene's concert is on the fifteenth of november. Chalet is next week. Weeky's concert is on the twentyfifth of november. Moira's concert is on the 23rd november. I'm broke people.

2008-11-02T20:43:00.000-08:00

"My holidays are so packed with busy schedules!

Rehearsals-Ballet-Gym

I want the chalet to arrive now!"

-though i love the pressure.

2008-10-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

Its the last day of school.

Last day of R4'O8.

Last day of 1B'08.

&I dont ever want it to end.

But,the memories would always be scripted to my heart.

And to the new year, I welcome.

2008-10-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

Breakfast at macdonalds with Jolene and High School Musical 3 with Shermaine. Today was just filled with love. I love you both!

"The first face that you would see in the movie would be Zac Effron."

&Yes,it was awesome. :D

2008-10-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

debloone says:

you free on the 14th?

♥Amelia is her name. says:

yupp.

debloone says:
yeah ok lets meet up ^__^
debloone says:
go watch movie, walk walk talk talk and stuff?
♥Amelia is her name. says:
okay. (:
♥Amelia is her name. says:
so,when is it again?
♥Amelia is her name. says:
14th?

debloone says:
yup
debloone says:
friday

♥Amelia is her name. says:
okay, you text me?
debloone says:
kk(:

I am finally meeting Debbie after a long time. I'm booked on the 14th people!

However, I 'm booked tomorrow as well! Jolene and Shermaine watch out cus I am charging my way through! :D

2008-10-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

&Yes peeps,

Amelia's Back!